The beginning

Assalamualaikum

I don't know where to start actually hihi..Masa mama tulis post ni, I am currently at my 18 weeks of pregnancy Alhamdulillah but I will backdated this entry to November 1st 2012, the day we found about you baby sayang.The little resident of mama's womb...So here goes the little story

Bagi tahun 2012, cycle period mama adalah agak haywire selepas keguguran kali pertama dahulu pada 1 May 2011.. Kadang-kadang pendek saja seperti 22 hari, kadang-kadang it can go up till 37 days. So agak susah sikit di situ untuk meneka waktu subur yang sebenar-benarnya. So sebab dah tak tahu which day is which day (haha), so we just tried our best and let Allah do the rest.

On September 2012, my period was due for more than 35 days. But,again, we tested negative. And for the next cycle, the same thing happened. Period mama lewat lagi. For this time, puting less hope, mama waited longer about two weeks after the expected cycle.On 1 November 2012, after period mama dah delay selama 10-14 hari (thanks to the changing cycle hehe), I bought the test kit again. 2 packs actually haha. Namun disebabkan hal yang sama berlaku pada cycle yang lepas, dan negative, maka mama adalah agak tidak berani untuk buat the UPT test, takut kecewa lagi buat kesekian kalinya. Your daddy, being so lovely as ever, actually did not allow mama to do the test yet as he was afraid that I will be frustrated, tp I just can't let myself be in misery. Apa-apa pun keputusan, I promised him that I will berlapang dada.Redha kata mama.

The first urine, that subuh, I did the UPT test, nervously......Waiting...and within seconds, both the lines appeared. Line yang amat terang! That double line that we have been waited for more than a year! It appeared, AGAIN!Banyak kali mama sapu mata, takut salah tengok, Tampar-tampar pipi takut bermimpi haha. Tapi tidak, It was for real....Subhanallah Alhamdulillah rezeki dari Allah. Mama was ultimately screaming of joy (but only from inside) haha sebab nak usik dady yang tengah mamai2 pun masa tu konon2 it was negative. I made that 'negative' face and daddy seems a bit taken aback tapi sbb kesian sgt muka daddy tu,maka suddenly mama scream again with 'POSITIVE LAAAA!' hahha.. Then barulah dady tu bangun dengan tidak percay masih sedikit mamai haha. We hugged and  I cried, cried and cried. Keep repeating Alhamdulillah and tak percaya tak percaya...sujud syukur with ayah pagi itu. The joy was beyond words I just can't describe it.

Itu adalah antara pagi yang terindah dalam hidup kami kerana nikmat daripada Allah yang satu ini...Terima kasih Allah...Terima kasih!

The double line